| | Current Music: | Death Cab For Cutie - The New Year | | Subject: | for the all ... | | Time: | 04:03 am | | Current Mood: | complacent |
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| because someone told me that i should let people know ...
I like doing dumb things with girls, ok? I like the random calls at odd times of the day and/or night. Sometimes i just look at the phone and i just want to make a call and talk about nothing. I want to know the little things that noone knows. It makes you shine. The sparkle in yoru eyes isnt the sun, its your personality and its what im looking at when i look in your eyes. The reason im never serious is because i love the little smiles i make on your face. I like touching even when it doesnt lead to sex. I want to just get in the car sometimes and just drive and talk about everything under the sun and just crash at a random hotel somewhere and do nothing till the sun comes up. I want to come home from a long day of work and just lie down and cuddle. I like cuddling and spooning and the different variations. I am a cuddlebug. I am a huge cuddlebug. The best part about making out is the part when you stop kissing and just look at each other cause thats when your "at the real." Thats one of the times when you look the most beautiful because the only thing i see is the inside coming out. I will treat you like shit but thats only if you want me to because your happiness is my happiness. I like spending time with you, even when it doesnt lead to sex. I lie all the time but thats only to myself because i hide little shit that i want to say or do and end up not doing anything and losing. Yes, i have looked at you for love. I've looked everywhere for love. If your a female and reading this, theres a great possibility that i have looked in you and have seen something worth loving. When i say great, i mean like 95%. I try to look good just so i can make you want to take me out in public or with your friends. I dont bathe for me, its all for you. I want to go shopping with you and watch you try on different clothes, just dont turn it into an exodus. Sometimes i sit and just cry. Not little bitch crying but just enough to let things out and feel better. It wouldnt be hard for me to give up sex, just for quality time with a quality person. Parts of me just want to show up at your house with flowers or just to leave one for you somewhere with a little note attached. I know that flowers just arent for birthdays, holidays, and anniversaries. I like the little dumb things you do, wether its sneezing, laughing, sighing, or thinking. I like your dumb. Sorry but theres no other way of putting it.
I have a sensitive side and i never talk about it because i dont like it but its the only part of me that makes me like myself. Its my side that makes me human when everything else doesnt. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | i think i may start updating this thing again. but not with daily activities, cause i do half of nothing but more of ideas/rants of mine that everyone should hear. Lets see if this actually works out .... | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| Naruto manga is back out in production with chapter 245. New outfit for Naruto and Sakura gets secksi points.
I posted, yaaaaaaaaaaaay | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | hah! | | Time: | 05:15 am |
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| i was just doing this cause i can but my result is so on point, i had to post it.
that is all | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Just wasting time till the new episode of Bleach downloads ...
Directions:
1 . Copy this whole list into your journal. 2. Bold/underline the things that are true about you. 3. Whatever you don't bold/underline is false. 4. Add one about yourself at the end.
01. I miss somebody right now Jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaime! 02. I don't watch much TV these days 03. I love olives (black ones) 04. I love sleeping 05. I own lots of books 06. I wear glasses or contact lenses 07. I love to play video games 08. I've tried marijuana 09. I've watched porn movies 10. I have been in a threesome 11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship 12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy 13. I have acne free skin. 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton 15. I curse frequently 16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year 17. I have a hobby Its called FFXI >_< 18. I've been told I: can suck the chromes off a trailer hitch. 19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me 20. I'm really, really smart 21. I've never broken someone's bones 22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal 23. I hate the rain Its cause im black, thats all 24. I'm paranoid at times Now's a good time .... 26. I need money right now! 27. I love Sushi 28. I talk really, really fast sometimes GO LQ! 29. I have fresh breath in the morning. I probably dont but someone wasnt complaining ^_~ 30. I have semi-long hair 31. I have lost money in Las Vegas 32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister 33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis 35. I have a twin 36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past 37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. 38. I like the way that I look sometimes 39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months 41. I am usually pessimistic 42. I have a lot of mood swings 43. I think prostitution should be legalized 44. I think Britney Spears is hot Its the tank ass. 45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past 46. I have a hidden talent 47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. 48. I think that I'm popular 49. I am currently single. Well, for the most part 50. I have kissed someone of the same sex 51. I enjoy talking on the phone 52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. 53. I love to shop. 54. I would rather shop than eat. 55. I would classify myself as ghetto. 56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders 57. I'm obsessed with my online journal 58. I don't hate anyone. 59. I'm a pretty good dancer 60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington 61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother 62. I have a cell phone 63. I believe in God 64. I watch MTV/Vh1 on a daily basis. 65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 66. I love drama 67. I have never been in a real romantic relationship before 68. I've rejected someone before 69. I currently have a crush on someone 70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life 71. I want to have children in the future 72. I have changed a diaper before 73. I've called the cops on a friend before. 75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club 76. I'm not allergic to anything 77. I have a lot to learn 78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger 79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie You goddamned right, foO 80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes. 81. I am online 24/7, even as an away message. 82. I have at least 5 away messages saved 83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before 84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past 85. I own the South Park movie. 86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal 87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum 88. I enjoy some country music 89. I want to beat britney spears with a rock for over an hour If by rock, they mean penis, and by beat, they mean thrust frantically into her vagina, then yes 90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. 91. I watch soap operas whenever I can 92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist 93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career 94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. 95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story" 96. Halloween is awesome 97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it 98. I have dated a close friend's ex 99. I'm happy as of this moment 100. I was born in the 80s but I am truly a child of the 90s 101. I haven't showered in two days. . . and I like it. 102. I'd rather be in Germany than anywhere else. 103. Im obsessed with getting manicures/pedicures 104. I want to visit Italy either for the first time or again... 105. I'm one of those types who is easily amused; the stupidest of things can make me laugh. Blinky lights!!!! 106. I have cried in the last week. 107. I have flirted with someone I didn’t like just to get something out of it. 108. I like at least three Brittish Comedy TV Shows 110. I have overslept and missed my classes 111. I've been on TV 112. I listen to music no matter what I am doing 113. I yell at the tv when I watch sports 114. I miss being homeless 115. I am obsessed with WB dramas 116. I was in a situation where I almost died. 117. I have regrets. I would list one and it would be a person and it would be their name and everything would be different, but everything would be different ... 118. I am my own best friend
Yay, bleach ep.5 is dizzone | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | 206 cyanide - edge of panic-ktmp3 (NFOrce Entertainment) | | Subject: | meh | | Time: | 01:19 am | | Current Mood: | eh... |
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Anyone want to go out on a date with me so i can get my counter out of that 0 percentile? It'll be fun! ^_~ | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | none! | | Subject: | ew | | Time: | 01:06 am | | Current Mood: | good |
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| | i sneezed 3 times and the first 2 were pretty harsh so when the 3rd one came, i was suprised but when i opened my eyes after this testicle-receding sneeze, i promptly closed them cause i blew blood all over my monitor. i would've taken a picture but i dont have a camera so i will just let everyone use their imaginations and laugh at my misadventures in daily activities. That is all. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | none! | | Subject: | aHHH! | | Time: | 06:43 pm | | Current Mood: | good |
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| Bleach anime = hoooooooooooooly crap!
i read a promo manga in an issue of Shonen Jump and i promptly read all 107 chapters that were out at the time. If theyre faithful to the manga, this will be a beautiful anime to watch and will easily be #1 in Japan & the US since FullMetal Alchemist is done | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| so i came home from a work party with cool work people and i see some pina colada mix in the fridge and i get some eventhough i hate coconut only cause i have to work @ 10AM and alcohol puts me to sleep like a little bitch so here i am updating and drinking. To make things fun on the eyes, i will use spaces between my updates ... that and noone likes reading a huge block of text. Puts them to sleep.
-Opening up an internet cafe-ish place sometime in the near future with Chris and Greg doing the main helping. I already have a place for it and its being cleaned/fixed up at this moment. Expect pictures and such when shits together.
-Realized that i cant play more than one game well at a time. Its either Smash Bros. Melee, CvS2, or SC2, not all at once cause my timings get fucked to hell and back as proven by Naomi's 17ish winning streak at VCC. Fun day in the realm of my Soul Calibur. Sad but fun.
-I am increasingly hating and liking the taste of coconut ... or im not caring what im drinking. whatever works.
-Either i need to act differently around the ladies in my life or they do cause they all act the same so i dont know what they want and that makes me a sad panda.
-Never again will i drive american cars. Theyre fucked up beyond belief because they put the hood opener where the trunk opener goes and the trunk opener ...... IN THE F'N GLOVE COMPARTMENT.
-I curse too much so for now, im trying to bleep myself out by mouthing the words but making no noise. It kinda works but defeats the purpose because in essence, im still saying fuck too fucking much ..... fuck.
-I had something to put here but i forget what it is now so it must've sucked.
-I composed a song about one of the most wonderful dreams i've ever had and im gonna learn how my voice sounds so hopefully i can make my words sound like they do in my mind.
-I make fun of emo people alot but when i look around at what i do/done, i realize that im emo ... just in disguise. No, you can not look at my poetry about sunshine and daffofils ... bitches.
-If speaking were as easy as people make it out to be, i would be in a better place doing better things by now but my tongue hates working towards a better me.
-2 + 2 still equals 4 unless your reading this like its not supposed to be read. Then it equals 0.
-My font for updates is, i think, 8 in Times New Roman and my monitor is 1600x1200 so if there are mistakes you really care about in here, i have a spot reserved on my ass just for you to kiss.
-Updating isnt fun but rambling is ! | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Dj Stigma - Oslo Nights (March 2003) (ETS Global - Trance livesets, live DJs and shows) | | Subject: | ~ | | Time: | 04:46 pm | | Current Mood: | artistic |
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| im like 98% done with this image. It started out with someone totally different but when i was searching for ideas i came across this image and changed it up. The background is in reds and i dont like red so it may just be me but something doesnt feel right about it. I know the shoe is messed up and thats why its 98% done but im throwing this up here so people can comment and maybe find out whats missing that i cant find.
Some 1600x1200 Tsukihime goodness to click upon.
Im probably gonna resize it to 1280 or 1024 because of the distortion done to Ren. Its very evident if you've seen the original. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | ah~! | | Time: | 12:29 am |
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| im photoshopping again! its weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeird to the 10th degree.
im working on something from Tsukihime, one of the greatest animes of all time, so expect something dark yet satisfying. much like ..... something satisfying thats doesnt look to be ..... | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| So i went to see Hero today with work persons and it was nothing short but a theatrical masterpiece. It was an intricate blend of music with art and i forget the last time i was so entranced with just the sheer beauty of the composition of sight and sound. The movie was just so bright with color which represented the symbolism of what was going on. I would go into detail but i would be letting out details which would be ruined by reading them here. I've seen the story line represented in other forms but this was the most beautiful i've ever seen.
In short, go pay the 8.25 or whatever to see Hero and whatever you do, dont just look at the movie. Actually watch it and think about things and look at whats going on. If you do, you will see one of the most beautiful depictions of history ever. I almost freaking cried so that says something. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| This is a list of the top 100 anime, as generated today from www.animenfo.com. Bold the ones you've seen most to all of, italics for the ones you've seen just a couple of episodes of.
1 Rurouni Kenshin - Reminiscence (1999) 2 Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien (2003) 3 Full Moon wo Sagashite (2002) 4 Fullmetal Alchemist (2003) 5 Fruits Basket (2001) 6 Cowboy Bebop (1998) 7 Gundam Seed (2002) 8 Last EXILE (2003) 9 Naruto (2002) 10 Berserk (1997) 11 Trigun (1998) 12 Cowboy Bebop - Knockin' on heaven's door (2001) 13 Hikaru no Go (2001) 14 Rurouni Kenshin (1996) 15 Inuyasha (2000) 16 Love Hina (2000) 17 Furi Kuri (2000) 18 Rahxephon (2002) 19 Azumanga Daioh (2002) 20 Wolf's Rain (2003) 21 Kiddy Grade (2002) 22 Full Metal Panic? Fumoffu! (2003) 23 Scrapped Princess (2003) 24 Onegai Teacher (2002) 25 Grave of the Fireflies (1988) 26 Neon Genesis Evangelion (1995) 27 Chobits (2002) 28 GetBackers (2002) 29 Full Metal Panic! (2002) 30 Shingetsutan Tsukihime (2003) 31 Noir (2001) 32 X TV (2001) 33 Vandread 2 (2001) 34 Scryed (2001) 35 Tennis no Ohjisama (2001) 36 Kareshi Kanojo no Jijou (1998) 37 Hellsing (2001) 38 GunGrave (2003) 39 One Piece (1999) 40 Haibane Renmei (2002) 41 Hajime no Ippo (2000) 42 Witch Hunter Robin (2002) 43 Saikano (2002) 44 Vandread (2000) 45 Uchuu no Stellvia (2003) 46 Great Teacher Onizuka (2000) 47 Hoshi no Koe (2002) 48 Chrno Crusade (2003) 49 Hunter X Hunter (1999) 50 Spirited Away (2001) 51 Vision of Escaflowne (1996) 52 Read or Die (2001) 53 D.N Angel (2003) 54 Slam Dunk (1993) 55 Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind (1984) 56 Initial D - First Stage (1998) 57 Gunslinger Girl (2003) 58 12 Kokuki (2002) 59 Ai Yori Aoshi (2002) 60 Serial Experiments Lain (1998) 61 Ima, Sokoni Iru Boku (-) 62 AA! Megami Sama (1993) 63 Shaman King (2001) 64 Card Captor Sakura (1998) 65 Mahoromatic (2001) 66 Princess Mononoke (1997) 67 Golden Boy (1995) 68 Laputa: Castle in the Sky (1986) 69 Midori no Hibi (2004) 70 Ai Mai Mi ! Strawberry Egg (2001) 71 Rurouni Kenshin - Seisouhen (2001) 72 Seikai no Monshou (1999) 73 Planet ES (2003) 74 My Neighbor Totoro (1988) 75 .hack//SIGN (2002) 76 Seikai no Senki 2 (2001) 77 Ghost in the Shell (1995) 78 Kanon (2002) 79 Samurai Champloo (2004) (Ed. I'll take a #79 due to the fact that its hard to find but IMO, Champloo is better than alot of other crap in the top10) 80 Kidou Tenshi Angelic Layer (2001) 81 Mahoromatic TV 2 (2002) 82 Onegai Twins (2003) 83 Macross Zero (2002) 84 R.O.D -THE TV- (2003) 85 Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust (2001) 86 AA! Megami Sama: The Movie (2000) 87 Martian Successor Nadesico (1996) 88 Ultra Maniac TV (2003) 89 Yu Yu Hakusho (-) 90 Maburaho (2003) 91 Ghost in the Shell Stand Alone Complex 1st GIG (2002) 92 Outlaw Star (1998) 93 Ayashi no Ceres (2000) 94 Evangelion: End of Evangelion (1997) 95 Akira (1988) 96 Seikai no Senki (2000) 97 Kaleido Star (2003) 98 Love Hina OVA (2002) 99 Tokyo Underground (2002) 100 Excel Saga (1999)
wow, going through this tell me that i watch too much anime. ah well. American TV sucks. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Ashlee Simpson - Autobiography | | Subject: | weeeeird ... | | Time: | 05:13 am | | Current Mood: | meh? |
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| i do believe that im in love but i dont know why. well i do know why, as in why her, but not why as in why now. Oh yeah, and i hate it. Not love itself but me cause i become the worlds biggest pussy-bitch. I get all nervous and jittery and stuff to the point where my hands'll be shaking and my pulse is racing uncontrollably. Its one of the worlds worst feelings but one of the best because its proof that your alive. (/end emotional crap here) If you know me, you know how i primarily act and thats cause people in good moods give me good moods so i spread good moods to get them. That and for some odd reason, i think emotions mess up your thinking. I KNOW emotions mess up your thinking but instead of taking the approach of "sharing and learning," i take the approach of "burn and destroy." It takes alot for me to be emotional and when i do, i mean it so i do believe i mean it when i say that im in love.
This "Love" thing is for the chipmunks
and yeah, its Ashlee Simpson. I like it, foo
oh yeah, i almost forgot, noone will ever guess who im talking about and noone will ever know. Well, none of you kids anyways. | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | LIVE: Suzy Solar & LiL B - Solar Power Sessions (ETS Global - Trance / Dance livesets & live DJs ONL | | Time: | 02:43 pm | | Current Mood: | scared |
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| i spent yesterday listening to some John Mayer, DMB and old school Outkast and now im listening to techno and its doing nothing for me.
Could i be ...... done with techno ?!?!!?!?!?!?
Im scared for my life and livelyhood | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 04:13 pm | | Current Mood: | blah |
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| | Last night i had a dream and i was driving one of those Segway things on Chamberlayne Ave. and there was this guy beside me saying something in some robotic voice and he wouldnt stop so i punched him in the face. Only problem is that i actually swung my fist and i hit that piece of wood beside my bed. Needless to say, i woke up in a hurry. | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Armin Van Buuren - Live at Passion - CoalvilleUK 30-03-2002 part 1 (ETS Global - Trance / Dance live | | Time: | 11:18 pm | | Current Mood: | blah |
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my pants = not for Weev ! | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Spiderman Theme song | | Subject: | ! | | Time: | 02:42 am | | Current Mood: | dudethatmovieisfuckinsweet |
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| | yeah, your gonna read reviews of spiderman 2. cause you dont wanna waste 8.25 or something. i'll save you the time of sifting through boring reviews and sum it up with 1 word. ( CRAP ) | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment  |
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